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Road Trip

by Amanda McCarthy

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1.
Idaho 04:08
I'm tired of living my life among the enemy lines I'm sick of seeing the world through everybody else's eyes And there's a devil on my shoulder Telling me all I don't want to hear I've spent my whole life drowning in the lies But I'm done with cowering in fear (Chorus) I need that push to jump I want to fall from the ledge It's time for me to fly Instead of standing on the edge Don't save me now You say to follow my dreams but I'm still under your wing I know this one horse town won't teach me anything But as the nights were growing colder I was content with a few miles down the road But now the nights are growing warmer And the angels are telling me to go (Chorus) It's not your place to tell me off Because these dreams are all I've got I'll only waste another day If I keep living life your way I'm losing time and losing faith The longer that I hesitate You have no problem speaking your mind It's finally time that I speak mine (Chorus) x2
2.
It seems we have ourselves a little situation Just a bit of an alienation Conflict of interest, crash landing at best Pushin' and pullin' and kickin' and screamin' All in my head but you don't know the reason It's like a bad drug boiling in my blood Still contemplating excuses for waiting The consequence it lays On the words I know I'll never say (Chorus) So what do I do when there's an elephant in the room? An unexpected rendezvous, seems to me I spoke too soon Oh what do I say when it's rack-rack-racking upon my brain I can't lie to hide the truth anymore You're just not what I'm looking for I never thought I'd have to be the one to tell you Break it down after all that we've been through Thought that you'd get it, don't sweat it, forget it My face is turning red and now my tummy's turning green I'm afraid I might say something I don't quite mean There's no pretending for a happy ending Still contemplating excuses for waiting The consequence it lays On the words I know I'll never say (Chorus) Still contemplating excuses for waiting My sanity it lays On the words I know I'll never say (Chorus)
3.
I guess that you could say that I'm addicted I guess that you could say that I'm conflicted Take a train along the coast Sing the songs we love the most John and Taylor on the radio Maybe we could stay here for a while Maybe we could walk another mile Let's go somewhere all alone Turning off the telephone Little hideaway to call our own (Chorus) Show me one more memory I'll miss You can find me in a summer song If you steal another kiss We'll be somewhere on the border with nothing left to lose Don't care where along the border Just as long as I'm with you Take the road that leads us to the mountains Take the road that leads us to the stars Way up North where city lights Won't disturb your lullabies Constellations line the Northern skies (Chorus) Maybe we could head to Nova Scotia Maybe we could head to Montreal Maybe we'll find solace in Toronto Maybe we'll never settle down at all We'll be somewhere on the border with nothing left to lose Don't care where along the border Just as long as I'm, long as I'm with you
4.
Folk Song 03:16
I'm sick of writing pop songs, I'm sick of trying to be Something that feels so wrong as profit can be seen I'm so sick of competing for a trophy title life I'm not a Type A personality with a superficial mind (Chorus) I think I'll write a folk song, it's not that catchy It's not marketable, it's not about anything It may not win a Grammy, it may not ever count But it means something to me I guess that's what it's all about I'm sick of writing rock songs that aren't given a chance I don't have the right body or the right part in my pants I'll never be on Warped Tour even though I'd love to be But I'm just another chick with a guitar Who won't be taken seriously (Chorus) You can't fit me in a box I'm not a one girl kinda show And I refuse to be something I'm not I wanna wear my Converse, and my SnapBack And my flower dress all at once I don't know what I'm doing, but at least I'm having fun I think I'll write a folk song, it won't go viral But I can't lose myself again It's time to check my vitals (Chorus)
5.
This pretty smile might suggest that I'm alright but I confess You're putting my heart to the test and baby I'm a mess The load is lying on my spine, I tell them all that I'm just fine But I can't get you off my mind after all this time And I can't look back on the road that I've traveled Chose my path and the story unraveled I wouldn't change a thing, but I still feel it sting (Chorus) These thoughts are turning around, turning around And running right back to you My heart is calling you out from the inside out Knowing I must hide the truth And what a shame, the one that got away Always seems to be the one who never knew But these words will never find their way to you The silence kills me but I know I had my shot and let it go And now the feelings live aglow, they haunt me like a ghost He loves me more than words can say, but my heart pulls the other way I see the soul that I could save and you're a tidal wave And I can't look back on the road that I've traveled Chose my path and the story unraveled I wouldn't change a thing, but I still feel it sting (Chorus) And I can't look back on the road that I've traveled Chose my path and the story unraveled I run and run but it's no use 'cause I can't run away from you And what a shame, the things we hide away Always find the heart just a little too late (Chorus) x2
6.
Secret Love 04:06
Should've seen it coming from lightyears away Should've made you go but instead I begged you to stay And the stars aligned two parallel hearts gone astray Not a moment too soon under the Atlantic moon I'm a sucker for predictable go-with-the-flow Boy meets girl and the rest you already know But we heard from the crowd it's just not allowed So we shut it down and it's over now But the passenger seat keeps screaming, "Baby let's go" (Chorus) And we'll run, run, run away Run away down the interstate You can tag, tag, tag along, I don't mind Yeah we'll keep quiet in the summer rain Nothing to lose, but a whole lot to gain So let's break the rules and blur the lines tonight Secret love of mine Take my hand and the world will go into combat mode Kiss me once and the universe might explode I'm no astronaut but I know it's true There's no room in the galaxy for me and you But I don't like being told what to do Let's take a shot on the rocks tonight (Chorus) New York is the first place they'll come lookin' So we'll head to New Orleans and see what's cookin' Head for the music in Alabama Check out the races in Indiana Jump from the Rockies to the Salty Lake Better start praying you won't be late Stop in Ohio for some rock 'n roll Alaska's nice, I won't keep you cold I don't think we're in Kansas anymore But I'll meet you down by the Carolina shore Philly to Cali, Seattle to Austin I don't care as long as it's not Boston (Chorus)
7.
If I were President of the United States Could I say whatever I wanna say? Do all I wanna do, no repercussions If I were Queen of Yugoslavia Could I fuck shit up and then get off Scott free Why don't you tell me... (Chorus) How we're getting by in society Feeding the hypocrisy And dare to say it's better to give than it is to receive We fight the animosity But it only seems that history repeats itself So with a shrug we say "What the Hell" And oh well If I were Emperor of ancient Japan Could I kill any woman or man With the wave of my hand, no skin off my nose? And there are people dying in London and France But we're too caught up on what people hide in their pants I'll never understand (Chorus) You know it all too well With a shrug we say "What the Hell" And oh well
8.
San Diego 03:27
Another year goes by, you look me in the eye And we both know Tomorrow comes anew, and I will come unglued 'Cause we both know When you take off in the morning The rain will hide the light If things could just be different Maybe we could win the fight (Chorus) Maybe we could fly away to San Diego Explore another universe just for you and me Maybe we could fly away to San Diego Take my hand on the boulevard And dance with me on the beach Where no one has a hold on me And you could be who you wanna be And nothing else would ever come between Us and San Diego How could I be so bold to fall for fooler's gold? I didn't know You won't be back for me like in the fantasy That I let go When you call me in the afternoon I'll say that I'm alright But secretly I'll be here wishing That you might miss your flight (Chorus) So don't let go I'll leave the life I know (Chorus x2)
9.
Tiki Bar 03:16
Scorpion bowl for one, pretty please Cherry on top, sun in the trees Open seat next to me But I don't care, no Hopped on a plane, kicked up my feet First class runaway living the dream Drunk by quarter to three But I don't care, no He left me at the wedding I went and lost my mind But I got a one way ticket To a blessing in disguise (Chorus) Now I'm singing like, woah, I'd rather be alone I'd rather be tomorrow's night than yesterday's goodbye Now I'm singing like, hey, I best be on my way Because I've got a date at a tiki bar with me, myself and I Aloha and goodnight Tossed my phone out into the sea Cute bartender looking at me I think I lost my ring But I don't care, no Pineapple sun, ocean blue Running stag on the honeymoon They're asking what happened to you But I don't care, no Fire at the alter, flowers in the sky Lightin' up the luau Give me the rum and I will be just fine (Chorus) I don't want to leave this island fantasy Real life's calling to me But I don't care, no (Chorus)
10.
Fusion 04:57
You can't give back what you took from me You stole it before I could say no I can't escape from the memories You think by now I'd learn to let you go Why can't I let you go? (Chorus) This is my confession, my secret obsession Of running from the past You have been following me for years now How do you keep up so fast? Why won't you leave me alone? Why won't you let me go home? I hope you feel the guilt Of knowing my soul is fused to your own You can't take back all the words you said Lingering inside my head You swore you'd never hurt me, you'd never make me cry How could I believe such a filthy lie? Why'd you have to lie? (Chorus) You thought I would live under your control Dig myself into a deeper hole I bet you believed I'd never get away Never see the light of a new day I can only pray I get there someday (Chorus)
11.
Solo 04:05
Your voice still echoes inside my car radio Still spinning a forgotten soundtrack From the nights only we would know And it wouldn't have been such a bitter end If I just could've called you my friend (Chorus) But now the stereo is silent and the music only plays In the few remaining photographs I've been staring at for days You'll still hear me singing even though the song is through I guess I'm flying solo, but it all sounded better with you Your voice still echoes, but I can't see you in the crowd Our skies once filled with rainbows Have faded away to gray along with the clouds And though you caused it, I'll take it all in stride 'Cause tomorrow's the greatest day of my life (Chorus) Like an astronaut under the sea, I feel so out of place And I miss the boy who'd sing with me when the sunset seized the day But the summer nights grew colder, and you foolishly bolder I know I'm getting older, but I'm still looking over my shoulder Now the stereo is silent and the music only plays In the same three fucking photographs They're driving me insane If you find me in the crowd, you don't have to say my name If you give me just one smile I'll pretend we're still the same And all I need is your melody on repeat for one more day I guess I'm flying solo But it all sounded better with you
12.
Come a little bit closer, and don't mind if I say We're both getting older, and it's getting late You shouldn't be driving, maybe you could stay And one night together may be all it takes To rid myself of any thought I'd ever think of you To silence all the symphonies playing my heart strings for you To make me realize love isn't all it's cracked up to be To be content that you don't need to be the one for me (Chorus) I just need one night, one night, one night (x4) Let's get out of the city, let's go somewhere else I know you can't save me, but I don't wanna save myself Chemistry moves me, leaves me hypnotized And there's just no denying what goes on when I catch your eye My heart will race and I'll misplace priorities tonight I'm tossing, turning, wishing, yearning, wonder what it's like To strip it down and play around, your body next to mine So pull me closer, bring me over to the other side (Chorus) Don't let me go now, tomorrow we'll say goodbye If we can't fall in love, I'll see you in another life (Chorus) x2 Let's get out of the city, I know you can't save me Let's get out of the city, I know you can't save me Come a little bit closer
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14.
He shows me his hometown, driving way too fast Young eyes radiating pride and a glimpse into the past He laughs like his father, loves like his mother Knows the back roads like the back of his hand Young and dumb and a little bit naive But that silver spirit taught him how to dream There's a little boy I know somewhere out in Syracuse There's a heart of gold that's grown One day he will know the truth Growing up is a funny game But he lives for the rhythm in his brain The southern skyline lights the way back home But his heart was craving adventure, screaming now or neer Before he knew it, he was walking New York City streets Decided to hawk it with dreams in his pocket Fate came knockin', he couldn't chalk it up to nothin' The highway sky lit something up inside He fell in love with chasing another life There's a dreamer all alone somewhere out in Syracuse He'll carve a pathway all his own He'll question all he knows is true Complacency is one cheap bet When you're strangled by a safety net There must be more to life than what's at home He found his way to the Hudson as the summer air grew cold Homesick nights were few and far between Towers and trials and thousands of miles manifested hope To find the man that he was meant to be There's a little boy I know There's a dreamer all alone There's a man I love and know He came to me from Syracuse He'll never leave me alone Everybody knows the truth Despite the dark Manhattan nights Every red light has a brightside Kiss me quick before it turns to green The city lights have brought him home to me Tell that little boy that dreams come true Somewhere out in Syracuse
15.
I try to find reasons why You fell from the sky to leave me behind I walk through my mind, remember the times I stood by your side Now I'm all alone and I'm singing like, woah... Move forward now, wonder how Peace will be found without you around Things have changed, circumstances rearranged But I'll be back one day And little do you know, I'll be singing like, woah... I'll be alright, I'm still gonna write These songs will bring me to live And you can come for the ride if you'd like The offer will never die Some bridges will never burn Hold on to hope for lessons learned Love never fades, there's never a time or place For this to be okay, but I'll be back one day Love never fades, there's never a time or place For this to be okay, but I'll be back one day

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Amanda McCarthy's debut full-length album, Road Trip, is a concept/story album encompassing her tendencies to use travel and daydreaming as a means of running away from her problems... until that doesn't work anymore.

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released June 7, 2019

Tracks 1, 3, 4, 7, 9, 10, 13 and 14 produced by Kristian Veech

Tracks 2, 5, 6, 8, 11, and 12 produced by Karl Anderson

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Amanda McCarthy Nashville, Tennessee

Southern NH // Boston, MA -- Undeniably pop, with an alternative rock twist, a dash of Nashville, and the heart of an old soul.

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